Wednesday, February 7, 2007

-:|:-.What.Do.You.Do.-:|:-


When everything you used to do, you no longer enjoy.?

I feel like I'm losing my creativity .&. I don't know how to get it back... I can't write poems, songs, rhymes, work on my book, concentrate enough to read a book, draw, design, or make anything.. I feel depressed anytime I try to.

Everything .&. every thought feels so depressing .&. makes me not want to do nothing but sleep.. But I can't sleep... I just sit up all day .&. night thinking or singing to myself... Not the good songs... The sad depressing songs... Don't even wanna go out unless it's to walk to clear my head... Feels like I've lost my fun bone... I don't even hang with my baby anymore... Just feed him, bathe him, .&. say goodnight to him basically.

I just want back all the things I've lost this year... For things to be like they used to be.., To go back...

--]:[*`..Now Playing: Brandy - Love.Wouldn't.Count.Me.Out..`*]:[--