-:|:-.Cancerous.-:|:-

So I went to the doctor because they told me they found something abnormal in one of my routine prenatal exams... Didn't tell me over the phone. Said my doctor needed to speak with me...

Now my nurse practicioner told me I'd be dealing with her, not my doc, until my due date aproaches and delivery... Unless there was something wrong... So getting a call saying I needed to see him and he needed to talk to me made me nervous. I didn't even want to go to my appt.

I get there, wait forever in that little white room, then he comes in and sits in front of me after introducing his self... He looks slightly nervous, sighs, then tells me that I have HPV and I'm at stage 2. Explains that it's a cervical cancer and there are 5 stages before it's full blown cancer.

My eyes grew big... He sensed that and told me that at the stage it's in, it can be removed but... Not until after the baby is born because they can't put me to sleep, numb me up, give me drugs are cut anything out without risking harming the baby...

I guess that was supposed to make me feel better but, it's July and the baby isn't due until towards the end of December... So who's to say if by then it won't get to stage 5.? Where they can't go in and cut it out... And how the hell am I pregnant in the first place.???

My mother said this must be a miracle baby... That being said, will my child be o.k. and will I be able to have more.???

-:|:-.Hmm.?!-:|:-

You ever watch a movie as an adult that you loved as a child and some shit about it all of a sudden stands out to you.?

Why was I watching "Willy Wonka and The Chocolate Factory" and that dude had pedophile type tendecies to me.? Lmao. I must explain, I know....

O.k. I'm sure dude watched the news to know which contestants were picked and knew they'd be interviewed at home amongst their gatherings so he got an example of their interests -- plotting how to set them up.!

Ain't it funny how as the movie progressed, he ran into each of their vices.?

The fat boy's being his love of chocolate... Willy didn't want a fat boy...

Next to go were the girls... He didn't want it to be a girl...

O.k. He knew Charlie and his grand pops stayed behind drinking the fizz drink but he ignored it.. He'd already picked the object of his affection.!

So the last one he had to get rid of was the boy who loved TV and video games... OMG.! A TV room where he could put his self on TV.! What a coincidence.! Lmao.

So he walks off like it's all over... No prize... But just like he wanted, Charlie came to him... His prey...

He's now happy.. Offers to give him the whole operation.. Makes up some bullshit story about not trusting adults.. Hmm... I bet if the story went on, Willy and Charlie spent many days and nights together holding hands and telling each other secrets...

Classic Michael Jackson vs Poor child scenario... Take the poor or sickly boy, show him a better life with you, then suck him in.! Or off, lmao...

o.k. I quit lmao.. Bet you think about it the next time you watch that movie..

P.s. I love MJ.! Lol.

Happy Birthday To Me.!

Birthday was yesterday... Made it to 22... Baby in my tummy made it to 17weeks yesterday as well.. Go us.!! Lol.

How did we celebrate.? We rested all day and ate chicken. :) yes, that is a huge thing.. I haven't been able to hold down a thing.. Hopefully that is signs of me getting over morning sickness. i am damn near 5 months. Where is the breeze of the second trimester I've heard so much about.???

Anyway.. Special thanks to those who remembered and showed love.. i love you back.!!