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143...HB. You know you got me and I got you.
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To You

"You gotta understand I'm a woman with needs that needs fulfilling
And if you ain't with it somebody else is willing
You gotta love me, or leave me alone" - Brand Nubian

*sigh*
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Lesson:

Never go to a bar with someone who's already wild WITHOUT liquor... The ending results may be a jail cell. Smh.
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Meaning.?

I had a dream last night with the craziest of events. Almost like a nightmare but I didn't jump up out my sleep panting, scared, and crying (yes, my nightmares are THAT bad).

It started off just fine. My son and I were on a Florida vacation with my family. Arrived to our time share suites and planned to explore then meet up later at the pool. I'd forgotten to pack my suit so on the way back I picked one up.

When I arrived back, I was going up some steps and thought I saw BD inside a store so waited for a moment for him to come out. I gave him our son and told him to spend some time with him and meet me and the rest of the fam in an allotted time.

As I was going to turn away, someone bumped into me and when I looked up, I was somewhere else. I was sitting on top of some apartment building steps and over hearing some girls around my age talking about a rapist group in the area that had attacked their friend. I tried to not listen so I wouldn't begin to remember my own experiences in the subject and when I turned my head, some guy was sitting next to me.

He looked to be about 19 or 20 and seemed worried or nervous about something. Not to mention the fact that he made me feel very uneasy... I stood up and was about to go down the steps and he grabbed my arm, still sitting down, and when I looked back to see what was going on, there were a group of men rushing towards me.

I snatched away from the guy and ran like hell as I was chased by this group of men, knowing just who they were and what they wanted, wanting to get as far away as possible and find my son and BD but they'd caught a hold. of me and had me pent to the ground as I kicked and screamed. Just as I expected the worse to occur, I was being snatched up by feminine hands and carried away - eyes closed the whole time.

I finally opened them once I heard a door close and bolt followed by warmth. I was in a room being looked at by about seven women who looked to be my age or younger. I found out these were women who were attacked by "the group" and saved just like myself. Apparently "the group" didn't like for business to go unfinished so these women were to stay here until they were caught and put away.

I wasn't having that. I had a son out there who needed his mother. That was all I could think of. I told the creators of this hideaway that I needed out but before I got a response, there was a big blast followed by a huge rolling ball of fire.

My eyesight suddenly activated into slow motion as I witnessed women being burned alive and blown into pieces, yet I was untouched. I suddenly snapped back into reality and hid myself under singed wood and glass created by the blast and fires, hoping to not be discovered alive. I held as still and kept as quiet as possible as a crew of men dressed in all black with masks and what looked to be homemade weapons ran through the home - and to my shock and relief, ran out into the streets I heard more blasts coming from.

I waited and waited until the sounds were at almost a nonexistent distance and all that could be heard were buildings falling apart and screams of excruciating pain. I had to find my son. I didn't know where to look but I let my feet lead me as I ran as fast as I could through this place.

I was running near some bushes when I was suddenly snatched and my heart dropped as I prepared for the worst. To my luck, that didn't happen. I was dragged through the bushes until we were stopped by a brick wall and told to stay there because some of men stayed behind to make sure everyone was dead. As I got a good look at him, I realized he was one of these men and was confused as to why he was helping me. Before he got a chance to say anything else, we heard rumbling through the bushes. He pushed me back against the brick wall and stood in front of me.

My heart dropped once again and it seemed that my hearing followed as I saw the lips of these guys move but heard nothing. After angry words were exchanged, the men pulled out shot guns and began firing them. Once again my eyesight was activated into slow motion as I saw the bullets making their way towards us. The guy in front of me shouted in pain as I felt the impact of the bullets hit his body and suddenly felt the hot lead inter my shoulder before going unconscious.

When I came to, it was almost daylight and then men were gone. Even the guy who saved me. So I got up and ran for my life with the same determination to find my son. As I ran, my surroundings began to look familiar again. I was now back at the suites which happened to be unscathed. I went to our room but no one was inside. I didn't know where the others rooms were so I scaled up and down the time share complex looking for my son and BD in panic mood and just when I was about to cry, I saw the two of them step out of a room then look over at me...

The dream ended with me walking towards them.
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