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Choice - Noun

1. The act of choosing; selection.
2. The power, right, or liberty to choose; option.
3. One that is chosen.
4. A number or variety from which to choose: a wide choice of styles and colors.
5. The best or most preferable part.
6. Care in choosing.
7. An alternative.

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When the definitions are put that way, it's seems like choosing is as easy as going to the store and picking out a pair of shoes to go with that little black dress or that black suit you're wearing to a dinner affair. In some cases, it is that easy but... What happens when the choice to be made is a matter of life and death.? What then.? How do you decide.?

"Innie Minnnie miney Moe" doesn't work in that case. Nor does asking someone else's opinion on the situation. It's a decision that will change your life or end it. But wouldn't you be selfish for ending someone else's life to save your own.? and on the other hand, wouldn't you be taking a piece of everyone else's life for ending your own.? How do you know what decision is the right one.? Who and how can a situation with that much at stake be judged.?

I keep getting told not to stress because it'll only make matters worse and raise the probability of the incident occurring but when you tell someone something is going wrong and could be getting worse, that the results may end in death -- how are they not supposed to stress out.? I can't trigger the endorphins in my body to make me smile and feel happy. It's just not possible. Some people may feel alright in the fact of knowing that yes - it's only probable. Not definite, but that will definitely not ease my mind.

All I can do is wait for D day, right.? But will it stand for delivery or doom.?