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Ahhh.. I hate when I think about the past.. More matter of factly... Past relationships...

I don't know why, but I can only think about the good in them no matter how ugly the bad was. AND... I hate it.

Just makes me yearn for love and affection... Which then makes me feel so alone and lonely..

More importantly, I hate missing someone... One of the worst feelings next to heartbreak.

I wish I could find someone like me..

Meaning: Someone who's had their heart broken, been through the ups and downs, the break ups and make ups and is tired of it... Wants to be in a no bullshit relationship... Wants to take it slow so we can learn each other first before moving too fast into something that's doomed to hurt us both...

I guess what I'm really saying is--

I want a man - not a boy