Is it sad that my doctors (yes, my ass has like 3 different ones I have to go to) have to send me letters demanding that I come in for the appointments THEY schedule.? lmao
I just don't like hospitals.!! Plus every time I go, more bad news, more pills, more methods, more talks of surgeries and blah blah blah... It's just too much... And how much blood and urine are they going to take from me.?!!
I always come out that damn place feeling weak.! If I come out... If you gon' admit a bitch, warn me or let me go home and get some shat.! Lol, Up in there with two bars on my phone left, my ipod battery on red, no book, nothing.!!
You know you been to the doc too much when they know your name and ask about your son, lmao. I walk down the hallway and they all be like "Hey *******.?! How's your son.?!" smfh, lmao.
Chile, sometimes I say to myself, "I'd rather let whatever is going to take me to just do it's job" because it's so tiring, stressful, worrisome and sometimes painful. I'm worn out.!! Ahh, but then I have to re-collect myself and say, "No, that's selfish.. You need to be here for your son.!!"
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Life is a battle.!
Monday, June 22, 2009
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2 comments:
I missed you! You changed your blog! How is the Baby?
Jaycee
Hey sweetie.!
It's been a while since I've been able to get on here.! My son is doing fine. About to be one in 20 days.! Seems like it took forever for that year to get here, lol.
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