Thursday, January 4, 2007

-:|:-.Lost.-:|:-

I feel as if I'm losing everything from my state of mind down to my appetite...

I can't even think straight about things because I seem to have a constant migraine... Thinking of drastic ways to solve my problems but I don't want to become addicted to the escape...

Why does it seem like my life is the only one that's fucked up.? Like I'm the only one trapped without a way out.? Like everyone's lives are moving forward and rising yet I'm in the same spot and sinking.?

There's got to be some way to get out of this hole... The that's filled with quicksand... Maybe I need a hand to lift me, but who.?

Guess there's nothing to do at the moment but to pray about it... Just feels like I've been praying so long, waiting patiently, yet help has yet to come... I don't know whether I'm asking for the wrong things, not getting the prayer across right, or what... Ahh, I think I'm about to start crying.

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