It's seems that half of November, all December and even starting in this month, I've been so stressed and depressed. The weight just keeps piling on my shoulders when all I want to do is get up...
I feel like I'm being pulled... Here on one hand, I have my mother(with the influence of her husband) telling me that I need to go back to school, get a job, help with bills, pay rent, do more around the house and ya, ya, ya.. But then I have my boyfriend and girlfriend telling me they don't want me to work and to not let her get to me... Then I have friends telling me I need to get away.. I don't know... I just feel so lost in the smoke.
Ofcourse I want a better life, but I want to please everyone and I don't want any less time with my boyfriend than the time I'm getting now... Is there a way to kill all these birds with one stone.???
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