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Usually when a man has a ho on the side... He doesn't care about her... It's just for the sex... So what do you call it when it's the opposite.?

Not saying she's either.. Because I don't really know.. I don't know what to believe anymore... I just know what I feel... Just makes me feel like I'm not number one... 1 1/2.. As in almost number two... He knows the way I feel about her, I've expressed it constantly. Cried about it... And yelled about it.. And each time.. He PROMISES... Never again... Yet Never in his book seems to be short lived.. 'Cause look.. There he goes again... I feel like such a fool.. I guess my feelings don't compare to hers... My heart doesn't matter as much...

Damn this hurts...

• Resentment • | by Beyonce Knowles
(Verse 1:)
I wish I could believe you
then Ill be alright
But now everything you told me, really don't apply
to the way I feel inside
Loving you was easy
once upon a time
But now my suspicions of you, have multiplied
And it's all because you lied.

(Chorus:)
I only give you a hard time
'Cause I can't go on and pretend like
I haven't tried to forget this
but I'm much too full of resentment.

(Verse 2:)
Just can't seem to get over
the way you hurt me
Don't know how you gave another
who didn't mean a thing
the very thing you gave to me
I thought I could forgive you
and I know you've changed
As much as I wanna trust you
I know it aint the same
And it's all it's all because you lied.

(Chorus:)
I only give you a hard time
'Cause I can't go on and pretend like
I haven't tried to forget this
but I'm much too full of resentment
I may never understand why
I'm doing the best that I can and I
I tried and I tried to forget this
but I'm much too full of resentment.

(Bridge:)
(You lied)
I'll always remember feelin?
(You lied)
like I was no good
(You lied)
Like I couldn't do it for you
(You lied)
like your mistress could
(ohh yeah)
And it's all because you lied.

(You lied)
Loved you more than ever
(You lied)
more than my own life
(You lied)
But this part of me I gave you
(You lied)
it was sacrifice
(Sacrifice)
And it's all because you lied.

(Chorus:)
I only give you hard a time
'Cause I can't go on and pretend like
I tried and tried to forget this
(I tried and I tired and I tired)
but I'm too damn much too full of resentment.

(sung softly:)
I know she was attractive
but I was here first
Been ridin' with you for 6 years
why did I deserve
to be treated this way by you (you)
I know your probably thinkin'
what's up with B
I been cryin' for too long
what did you do to me
I used to be so strong
Now you took my soul
Im cryin'
Can't stop cryin'
Can't stop cryin'
You coulda told me
you wasn't happy
I know you didn't wanna hurt me
but look what you done to me now
I gotta look at her in her eyes
and see she's half of me
How could you lie